The habit and attachment, it not love and at all an occasion to suffer pain. Be able to leave those who any more doesn't value you even if there is a feeling of that without this person you can't breathe. Tear such attachments. Be disaccustomed to get used. Learn to love.
...STARS ENVY TO ME..BECAUSE LIGHTLY STAR IS AHEAD ME..YOU..LIGHTLY STAR IN MY FRIENDSHIP'S SKY..HAVE A BEAUTIFUL NIGHT FULL OF STAR.............GOOD NIGHT & NICE DREAM DEAR...........................................................................................................................................................................................................ALONE...