I always try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say...
also I'm afraid if you don't even want to listen anything from me... !!
so i don't say anything... but inside me there are words waiting to come out and tell you how I feel like...

how much I miss you & how much I love you... despite my broken heart.. !!!
how much I need you in my life & especially how much I want you !!
but these words may forever stay locked inside my heart.....
and sometimes i wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know... !!!
I wonder.......
will you ever miss me like I always miss you...
will you ever cry for me like I cry for you often...
and...... will you ever love me like I've always loved you !!!!