Noone live in an attitude of disappointments and grief .. otherwise life has no meaning .. The aim of disappointments and falls is finding the way .. the way which enhance our life .. the way to accomodate and deal with the problems At that point we find happiness and enjoy our life ..
Knowing that u have a stable life is the good part .. However .. I m sorry for that .. I feel that I m the reason for that .. Being alone and Experiencing grief is my own fault .. I m sorry for making u feel so ..