when i think of her, i just cannot sleep. I miss her so much

if only she miss me the same:,( i really want my girl back. If she did not betray me thn i want to apologize:,( i love her more thn she loves me.:,( i dont know what to say. I hurt her many times, i even feel shy to ask for forgivenes. She cant forgive me:,( i dono what to do now. My only wish is that if she forgive n come bak to me thn m ready anytime to b wit her. I accept what mistakes i have done. I am ready to take the scar in my life. If she dont want me anymore thn she is doing wats good for her. This pain m going tru now has taught me that in future if she is my girl or if i get new gf thn i wil not hurt her. Nothing left in me just hope and prayer. Just tru indirect mesage. Emiko my girl i am sorry. I stil love u, i mis u so much, i want u bak. I have no right to make decision. I wil wait for this week. N if u r not bak thn i wil leave u free. I wil leave ownskin. M waiting. My exam wil b over on tuesday 2moro. Love u til i die